arghs.
elainee if you are ever reading this i seriously need to talk to you now.
im feeling horrible.
school's reopening real soon.
i wonder if i should be happy anot.
only elaine knows. :))
i just found this great book to read.
im gonna leave all my other books.
whoever cares. im gonna put my heart into this book.
taste berries for teens
every teenager should read this.
because people who feel depressed or sucky should read this.
it is something like a guide when you know you are sucky
but try to make yourself feel not sucky about it.
deniance. but who cares?
it's totally true yeahhs.
finding your real self.
no one ever knows who they are.
so please,
if anyone says they know what kind of person
they are please close this window and stop reading this now.
the paintbrush
everyone has a paintbrush my dear.
because whoever i am now isnt the real me.
that book managed to knock some sense into me.
i wont care how people thinkk about me.
it's hard work trying to use that damn paintbrush
trying to paint this coat of paint over yourself
being someone else just because you wanna please people.
oh wells. get a life.
i am
me
it doesnt mean people be who they want and be this
bimbotic stuckk up peacock without any friends.
but it gets tiring.
ya know
i sound crude.
but im just ranting.
i dont know why im angry.
but i just dont feel good.
slamming the keyboard and venting my anger.
yeahhs
i wonder what the hell ive been doing this year.
i havent seemed to gain anything.
just lost some of my precious primary school friends.
uh huh
this guilt trip that you put me on,
wont mess me up,
ive done no wrong,
all the thoughts of
you and me have gone
awayyyyy yeahhhhhhhh.
rahhhs.
life practically sucks.
my life's tearing apart.
welcome to my life +`
a famous song among teenagers yarhs.
but some people dont realise what they are listening to.
the lyrics are meaningful you see.
do you ever feel like breaking down?
so what if i do.
im not gonna give up on myself nono.
even if the whole world gives up on me.
im trying to get a life.
im a freakkk.
hurrr.
